Day 224

LAST MOMENT OF 2011! OFCOURSE WITH MY BEST FRIENDIE DENIES!

Day 223

Tonight I went to the movie 'New years eve' with my friend Marjolein. I almost forgot to make a picture! So I made one when I biked home!

Day 222

Today I was with my friendie Denise and our friend Mimi came over! All the way from the other side of the country, first to my house and we had lunch haha, that's where this pic's about (yes that's a lunch in Holland ^^) and then to Denies' house and than shopping in the city! We just dropped her of on the train now, but it was homy as usual! Long time no see ;) Yeh, I'm in this picture and Mimi on the background!

Day 221

Today I went to Amsterdam with my best friendie Denise, we shopped till we dropped, haha! Then we saw an iceskating'thing' on the Rembrandtplein in Amsterdam! So Denies (with her new haircut, which looks awesome!) @ the photo, hihi! Then we went to the Primark in Zaandam and we ate there, I had a nice time as usual!

Day 220

On our bike's back from the city. We wanted to shop so much but there wasn't anything nice... :( On the right my friend Stefanie ;)

Day 219

Merry xmas again! Today I celebrated it with my family! You see my mom & my 2 aunt's here! And my dad who's cutting the pie! So much food, haha, it was homy!

Day 218

My christmastree just read the text message! :D 

Day 217

Tonight it's christmas eve! So already; A MERRY CHIRSTMAS! Still holidays, haha, I didn't tell more about my holidays since last tuesday by the way! Wednesday I had to go to Amsterdam, to 'De Notenkraker' but my friend called that I couldn't make it, because the tickets were sold out... So I didn't do anything that day, so maybe they think now that I played truancy? I couldn't do anything about the fact!!! Thursday I had a workshop 'making buttons' but I didn't go... In the night we had the last schoolparty from this year! Friday there was a christmasbreakfast, but I had to bike an hour to that place, so I didn't go! This is my first day 'real' holiday, and after this one, I'll have still 15 to go!!! Today I went to my work, and I've got all those presents! Like books, candles, so much food! Things for cooking, cookies, candy, makeup, a little mirror, even soup! & chololate!!! and a lipgloss with a little light! Haha! And a cupcake mix! Today there was an English woman at the store where I work and she wished me in English a 'happy christmas' so sweet, haha! Hihi, for the people who are going to celebrate it tonight; have fun! At my home we don't believe in anything like God, so we don't celebrate it, on the second day of Christmas the sisters of my mom are going to visit us with their family's and we all eat together! So tomorrow we have to make all the diner etc! But tonight I'm just going to the pub, haha!

Day 216

In the middle of the winter,
there's shining a sun for us,
because with your beautiful eyes,
everything that's cold will be gone.


Today we've got a birth announcement with the post! 'cause my cousin has got a little baby girl! Called 'Fleur'! But the best part is that her whole name is: Fleur Maria Anna! Awesome, haha! I hope I'll get to see her soon! They say she's beautiful! She was born on December the 19th. The text in the beginning of this text is the text which stood at the birth announcement, maybe I didn't translated it that well, but it stays very hard to translate something as good and beautiful as it is in Dutch! ;-)

Day 215

You almost feel ashamed,
that someone can be that important,
and without them, you feel like nothing...
No one will ever understand how much it hurts,
you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you...

Rihanna - We found love (in a hopeless place)

Day 214

Do you ever feel like playing with fire? 

Day 213

Learn from the mistakes of other people, you don't live long enough to make them all yourself *


-Sick home, so I'm lying in my pink bathing wrap on the loveseat, without makeup listening xmas songs! Yesterday was my last day school, 'cause now I'm sick, so let's say; 20 days xmas HOLIDAYS! <3

Day 212

I'm sure my christmastree will win the price this year for the most original (or weard, haha) decorations!

Day 211

LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW !!!

Day 210

Second night I haven't slept at all... Early in the morning with my friend Marjolein (on the left) with our; I <3 LONDON shirts! Just home now, maybe I need to sleep now? No; still too much to do for XMAS! *

Day 209

Today in London with school! Haven't slept last night, but I <3 this city!

Day 208

My brother will try a new sport; kickbox! He already has the stuff for it as you can see! But... he already cancelled his first lesson because he had 'so much homework', now he's already one hour laying on the couch doing absolutely NOTHING... #likeomg... Tomorrow I can't upload my picture, so I'll do that Saturday, 'cause in a few hours I'll leave to; LONDON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 207

Do you ever feel like wearing a mask?

Day 206

Ananas or Annanas?

Day 205

I gave up dreaming for a while

Day 204

Still exactly two weeks until Christmas! I've put like 20 candles through the house... haha! I like the x-mas mood so much! We'll get a Christmas tree in about one week, I'm excited! All I want for Christmas is... 'you' they always say, but everybody means 'love' ofcourse. This was a peace that I heard @ a movie that I watched a time ago, the movie is about the Dutch Santaclaus (Sinterklaas), I've tried to translate it..;

If you are young you believe everything. From spinach you'll get very strong, your dad is the strongest man in the world and Santaclaus does excist. But, one day you'll realize that Santaclaus doesn't excist. How could you ever believe that there was a man that comes once in a year and gives you presents? And... you'll not going to be strong from spinach... you'll never get marry your idol and your country will never get worldchampion. So, you become older and more unhappy. The only moments in life are the moments that you really love someone, than is everything that ever hurts you away. Love is everything, and we have to believe in that. So, if we decide that Santaclaus does excist, he will! Ofcourse we know than that we have to buy all the presents ourselfs, but it's about the idea. 'cause love is like Santaclaus: you have to believe in it, otherwise it doesn't work out! 

Day 203

Today I was still at Miem's place 'cause I slept over there! In the morning we had a big breakfast with warm bread, raisin bread, crossaintjes, coffee, tea and so much more! Her mom made it, so sweet! Than we went to Eindhoven (she lives there) and we shopped! Earrings, a new bag, a musical CD and parfum! And we eat @ Bagels & Beans! That was so nice, a muffin and a shake with green powder! The best I've ever had!!! After that I had to go home, my long train trip... Now I'm just home I already miss Mimi ofcourse! But I'll see her soon again I hope! She's such a great person (with a great family :))! <3

Day 202

Today I had such a bizzy day! First drivinglessons than school after that I thought I had a little time to pack my things and go to my friendie Mimi. But... the trains didn't go on the normal times so I had to pick a train a few hours earlier! Instead of traveling 2 hours to the other side of the Netherlands, I've travelled 4 hours!!! Than Mimi's mother picked me up and we eat with her whole family! Grandmom etc! Mimi didn't know that I was coming. She had a compositiongame, than we went to her and she didn't believe it when she saw me! (I hadn't see her for almost a year..!) Than she performed and it was so beautiful! But the jury didn't let her continue to the next round... But she became 4th of the 150 people!!! Well and now she's going to try again next year, haha! She has to win sometime I know it for sure! Than she comes on the television on new years day! After that we went home and we had a drink with her family, her family is so nice and kind! And I'm so happy that her mom helped me so much with the surprise to come! On my picture you can see Mimi when she gets the rose of the woman after the game! If you want to hear her composition (you have to!!!) --> go to youtube and post: Mimi Magusin - Vrij. It means 'free'. You have to be who you are and don't be scared what other people think about you!

Day 201

Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it! 


With thank to my beautiful heirlooms from grandmummy, who got them from her brother, all the way from Africa!

p.s. From now on, still one week untill; LONDON!

Day 200!

I´m sorry for your pain,
I´m sorry for your tears.
For all the little things i didn´t know,
I´m sorry for the words i didn´t say.


Tommy Revee - I'm sorry

Day 199

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Day 198

It's all about your education.......

Day 197

I already uploaded a photo yesterday 'cause today we should celebrate 'Sinterklaas' (Dutch party; Santaclaus). But my mom was to excited and she wanted to celebrate it last night already! So I couldn't make a picture anymore but I did this morning of my presents! Firstable my brother made a big mobile phone for me as a surprise because we always make things for each other and he had to make something for me this year. And he gave me call credit in it, haha! And I've got a chocolate letter, the 'A' in white chocolate! Then I've got a new thing for my bracelet, if you look very good at this picture you see a Violen Key-Eiffel Tower-Note-Animal-Little House-Hearts. The house is the new one for my Tedora Bracelet!!! Also I've got a new book it called 'De laatste envelop' (The last envelop) about a girl who go's backpacking in Europe! And a new watch as you can see, haha! Not the best quality picture, but I wanted to show you my presents!

Day 196

You can't read my pokerface ----------

Day 195

I won't miss you baby, I won't cry, it's just a smile and goodbye and it's over.
You will miss me baby, you would even cry, this is goodbye and we both know it's over. 
But if I stay, you only want to say, I love you so please don't go, please don't go away.

Day 194

As quick as a gossip will go from person to person,
Aids will infect so much people...
It doesn't matter what kind of illness you have,
everybody has to be free as a birdie.


Today it is world Aids day, I just wrote this little story myself, but I want to think about all the people in the world who have Aids, because today it's their day. I also lost someone I knew to Aids and I wish we could get rid of this illness forever.

#WORLD AIDS DAY; Thursday 1 December 2011

Day 193

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes, till I touch the sky.
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
make a change and breakaway.


Out of the darkness and into the sun,
but I'll won't forget all the onces that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
make a change and breakaway.


Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

Day 192

AAAAAAAH, I'm in the newspaper! One of the biggest newspapers in The Netherlands!
A photo & interview, some things I've never said like it stands in the interview, but okay, I still like it of course! :)

I'll translate the entire interview in English, but my English is not that good...

'If I give up on something, I'll regret it.' 


'I want to help people in Ethiopie, if I see on the television how hard it is to live there, I want to help them.'


In which class are you?
In the 5th class of the 'Havo' from the Jac P. Thijsse College in Castricum.

With who do you live togehter?
With my parents and my little brother.

Do you have a job?
I work at the checkout at supermarket 'Albert Heijn'. I spend my money at my drivinglessons for my car because that is so expensive. I also really love to travel, this summer I went backpacking with a friend on the Balkan.

What do you do in your free time?
I love photography. I have a blog where I upload a picture every day.

What's your earliest memory?
My mom works in Amsterdam, when me and my brother were younger she always brought gifts for us with here from Amsterdam, cute little presents.

Do you have a relationship?
That part doens't have to come in the newspaper. I don't want that everybody knows everything about me.

What do you like about yourself?
I never give up. You can see that at my blog for instance. I take and upload a picture every day. If I do give up on something, I'll regret it. I quit my pianolessons and I really regret it now. I had pianolessons for eight years but I was so bizzy with school, drivinglessons and my work, but I think I'll continue my pianolessons.

What do you don't like about yourself?
I'm impatient. I don't like to wait, than I'll get upset.

Name something you still want to do in your life?
I want to help people in Ethiopie, if I see on the television how hard it is to live there, I want to help them.

Who do you want to be for one day?
Our queen, I think it would be horrible. But I think it is strange as you are such an important person but you do not have any power at all.

What is your biggest dream?
Next year I'll leave for one year to the United States of America, to do a High School year there, and to live there in a hostfamily. That's my biggest dream and that's my dream since 3 years now and now it's finally going to happen! You can go on holiday to such a country but you'll never get the real culture than.

That was the interview, I'm just home now because I'm sick and I've translated it all for you now, some teachers came to me at school to say they really liked the article! For the guys who didn't know yet; I'm going to America next year! For a High School Year! :) And of course thanks again to all my folowers! <3

Day 191

I told you to be patient,
I told you to be fine.
I told you to be balanced,
I told you to be kind.

Birdy - Skinny Love

Day 190

My day of Change, the day to stay close at myself and to let go someone who cared about me, but I didn't care about that person. And something else, more happy, haha; today I heard something that absolutely made my day! :) From someone in my family, it's not very interesting to put on my blog, haha, but I had to think about a poem dat one of my friends wrote in my poetryalbum, when I was very young. It's about to be happy with small things <3 ;

Wees blij met kleine dingen,
met een kleine bloem die bloeit,
met de vogeltjes die zingen,
met een vlindertje dat stoeit.


Met de heldere regendruppels,
met de blije zonneschijn,
wees blij met kleine dingen,
dan zul je gelukkig zijn.


I only used my poetryalbum when I was 10 years old or something? Or maybe younger, only my grandparents, parents, brother and a few friends have written in it, but I actually really like that thing when I think of it now! The translation in English;

Be happy with small things,
with a little flower,
with the birdies who sing,
with a butterfly frolics.


With the bright raindrops,
with the happy sunshine,
be happy with small things,
than you will be happy.


It's not the best translation, but my English is not that good as my Dutch! Haha, I think I'm going to search for my poetryalbum, because I have no idea where it is now, but I know exactly how this poem was going, that's why I didn't need my album to put it down here.

Day 189

Ooooooooh, look what mommy just bought for me and my little brother!

Day 188

I'm just back from my friend Maya's 18th b'day party! Happy birthday! :) We had a gourmetnight and after that we played the 'Sinterklaas' game!

Day 187

Change what you can't accept,
and accept what you can't change.

-Unknown

Day 186

Today it is Sabine's b'day! HAPPY B'DAY SABIEN! If you don't know where this is about; check 'day 185'! ;)  She was very happy with the chocolate! And I let her write something on my arm, because it was her birthday, haha! It says: Hey, it's my birthday x Sabine

Day 185

Tomorrow it is my friend Sabine's 18 birthday! Here in The Netherlands you're an adult than! Because it is almost 'sinterklaas' here, the stores are all full of 'chocoladeletters' chocolate letters, so Sabine asked her name in those letters, she tought I would never give her that! WRONG! I'm just back from the store now! What a surprise tomorrow..!

Day 184

I've got those cute little earrings from my mom, she bought them in Amsterdam and it's real 'art' I have to wear them when I have a test, hihi!

Day 183! (I'M HALFWAY THERE!)

Today, day 183; HALFWAY THERE! :D I went with my friends; Marjolein (photo), Silvia, Kim & Anouk to the cinema; Breaking Dawn part 1! It was awesome! But some pieces in the movie were a little bit strange... but we can't wait till part 2 comes in the cinema's! P.s. check our vampire eyes...

Day 182

Today I had such a bizzy day! In the morning I went to Utrecht with my friendie Maya to visit a school for Journalism, after that I raced back to home and than I went (in the afternoon) to the birthday from my cousin's husband because he became 40! Than I raced back home with my family in the evening and I went to my friendie Denise, and with her and my parents and little brother I went to the birthday from my uncle, he became 50! My uncle's and aunt's and my mom wanted to sing a song, it was so funny! On this picture the song is just finished and my uncle (red shirt) thanks my aunt, the other people are my aunt, uncle and mom, there was an other uncle as well but I don't know where he is on this picture! So that was my day!

Day 181

Today it is my dad's birthday, he's already 57! We celebrated it a month ago, when my mom had also her birthday. I wanted to paint something for him, but my inspiration is goneeeeeeee...

Day 180

Daddy is making pizza for me and my little brother!

Day 179

I'm just home from school, and when I was biking, the sun went already down! It's not even 5 o'clock p.m...

Day 178

Hi hon ! how are you ? I'm doing fine. You will always be my best friend and i love you <3 xxxxxxxxxx

Day 177

Paint your life!

Day 176

There's only 1 thing, 2 say, 3 words, 4 you;

I love you!

Day 175

Today I had my first drivinglesson! Very early a picture today, but I had to upload this one! IT WAS AWESOME! (My mom made this picture out of the window, I didn't know, when I was driving!)